Normally the image of twelve catatonic Americans dressed in massive marshmallow down jackets grinding up a frozen peak to the sound of African music would be hilarious. At 18000 feet I couldn’t afford to think, at that altitude I found myself focusing more on movement and sucking in air to keep my arms and my legs moving. I wasn’t studying the dramatic sculptures of ice or judging the distance I had yet to travel, looking back the six hours spent ascending from 15200 to 19000 feet feel timeless. In addition the constant clicking of cameras, which had become a staple in the days leading up to the final hours, stopped altogether leaving a mysterious hole in our trips documentation between the hours of 12pm and 6am. I had entered my own little Bermuda Triangle where any personality, curiosity, sense of humor and appreciation of nature was lost and all that remained was a mechanical will to keep moving. I was not alone in feeling this way either, days after our descent my fellow climbers and I failed to accurately piece together that six-hour block of time.
Chris Waddell documented his personal journey up Kilimanjaro and captured the hours I had lost. Strangely enough I can easily insert the details of his experience into the blank parts of mine. There are differences of course, I had the use of my legs, however on the edge of quitting when you’re depleted and you make the conscious decision to continue entails a universal internal conviction. To me that’s what my trip to Africa (and the trip to the mountain) was all about: finding a challenge that would bring me to that decision and putting myself in a position to face that decision. Its amazing how easy it is to get wrapped up in yourself when facing a task like climbing Kilimanjaro i.e. I’m tired, I’m sore, how can I make this easier. A few months before I started my trip to Africa I read a short story by Dave Eggers called “Up the mountain, coming down slowly”. It focuses primarily on a woman’s experience climbing Mt. Kilimanjaro, her life leading up to the climb and her perceptions on the people on her trip she calls the “paying climbers”. Throughout the story she recounts the stressful life back home and her separation from a child she meant to adopt, in addition she describes in depth the personalities of her fellow “paying climbers”. At the stories conclusion her personal problems are put into a new perspective when an African porter dies. I saw the moral of the story being that you shouldn’t get too caught up in your own universe. Its important to be conscience about the other people around you and realize that their story like yours is filled with obstacles. If you start looking at things in that way you start seeing how similar we all are. This shift in perspective is something Chris Waddell’s One Revolution fosters calling it the “common experience of challenge”. I have to say I didn’t fully understand that idea until my climb and I think my perspective has changed permanently. As school starts and I get back into the grind I'll continue to look back and see how this trips affect on me changes.
-Ben
Chris Waddell documented his personal journey up Kilimanjaro and captured the hours I had lost. Strangely enough I can easily insert the details of his experience into the blank parts of mine. There are differences of course, I had the use of my legs, however on the edge of quitting when you’re depleted and you make the conscious decision to continue entails a universal internal conviction. To me that’s what my trip to Africa (and the trip to the mountain) was all about: finding a challenge that would bring me to that decision and putting myself in a position to face that decision. Its amazing how easy it is to get wrapped up in yourself when facing a task like climbing Kilimanjaro i.e. I’m tired, I’m sore, how can I make this easier. A few months before I started my trip to Africa I read a short story by Dave Eggers called “Up the mountain, coming down slowly”. It focuses primarily on a woman’s experience climbing Mt. Kilimanjaro, her life leading up to the climb and her perceptions on the people on her trip she calls the “paying climbers”. Throughout the story she recounts the stressful life back home and her separation from a child she meant to adopt, in addition she describes in depth the personalities of her fellow “paying climbers”. At the stories conclusion her personal problems are put into a new perspective when an African porter dies. I saw the moral of the story being that you shouldn’t get too caught up in your own universe. Its important to be conscience about the other people around you and realize that their story like yours is filled with obstacles. If you start looking at things in that way you start seeing how similar we all are. This shift in perspective is something Chris Waddell’s One Revolution fosters calling it the “common experience of challenge”. I have to say I didn’t fully understand that idea until my climb and I think my perspective has changed permanently. As school starts and I get back into the grind I'll continue to look back and see how this trips affect on me changes.
-Ben
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